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Assalamu Alaikum Wr. Wb. Thanks God It’s Friday. Well… In this post, I’d like to share my very delightful feeling. It’s ‘bout Certified Lecturer which known as SERDOS. Step by step of the process I had got trough. Starting from getting Jafung ( Jabatan Fungsional ), waiting for Inpassing release, till seeing my name on the list of D4 in which I could participate in the first session of SERDOS ( Sertifikasi Dosen ) 2018. And, the most important thing to be done before filling perceptional data, we had to have certificate in English Proficiency (TOEP) and Basic Competence (TKDA HIMPSI) by PLTI ( Pusat Layanan Tes Indonesia ). All praises due to Allah, I did it well enough in spite of nothing much preparation. I don’t have any intention to show off, just proud of myself. Hmm…sorry for my so full of myself hehe During D4 process, I was as participant of SERDOS had to fill in perceptional data. Besides, there’s also perceptional data that should be filled in by one...

Assalamu Alaikum Wr. Wb. Starting this post, I’d like to say that: “ There’s a day which is not your own. But be tough and make yourself believe that you’re gonna be OK. Keep in your mind that your best day will come later at the end ." Well… It was on November 15 th , 2018. My not so own day. It’s the day where I had a test to be a civil servant. Actually, that’s the second of three tests which called as SKD ( Seleksi Kompetensi Dasar ). The first test was administration test ( Seleksi Administrasi ). SKD was given in the form of Computer Assisted Test (CAT). As its name, I used one computer by myself. Me myself already familiar with CAT.  ***FlashBack*** In 2014, I had joint civil servant test to be a junior high school English teacher. And, I failed at the second test, SKD. There’s only two applicant who’s gonna be accepted and I wasn’t the two of them. Even, my score was already passed the standard score but there’s still another who had higher th...

Assalamu Alaikum Wr. Wb. And,,,Hello, guysss! Hmmm…What should I say or write firstly anyway? This is the effect of long time no writing and sharing. It’s just like after long time no see, you’d have no idea how to initiate a conversation. Ehem! Last post is in several months ago. Uhhh…What an unproductive blogger I am! Eitz...Am I still deserved to be called as a blogger?  Hope so! Well, What ever your opinion, now, I’ll come back with a new post. With a light topic actually for sure. At the end of November, I joined one of Wardah event that hold at Panakukang Mall. It’s Wardah Days 2018 “An Inspiring Beauty Discovery” to experience the inspiring beauty journey with Wardah. Actually, it’s hold to launch the new series of Wardah, “INSTAPERFECT”. For some of you who knows me well, it sounds “Not so mee!” Yeah….it’s a rare thing for me to do. I’m not the one who like to do make up. Neither, a beautiful girl who loves doing make up thing. But...

Hello guys! Long time no see, what's life? Wish y' all great.... Since the beginning of the last semester, I've been kinda workaholic girl. Threre're so many jobs that I'm in charge in at campus except lecturing, such as being a supervisor in Field Experience Program, a speaker in Pesantren Arbain and students organization, a committee of final test and so on. Even now, Sunday feels like Monday for me.  That's why, Dealin' with this freakin' busy life, I need a healer. And, the best one is cafe hopping.  Well, since the city I live in has so many cafes, I do adore cafe hopping. I definitely can’t wait the moment to popping into a café if I see d’ new one is opening. There're still many great one out there I've not visited yet. After doin’ quick surf on the net during break time in my weekday, I’ve got some on my mind to pop in. So without twice think, I directly decided to head to the bright one, “Red Corner Cafe.” Alth...

It was love, that was all It’s still the same I always waited because I couldn’t give you more Even if we get a little far apart We have no choice but to touch Love is so not kind If I approach it, it gets farther away But love isn’t so bad Because it calls you to me once again It has to be you, it needs to be you The one person in me, it was you, I missed you Laughter that was always warm, that never ended It came to us again My love Day by day, I tried to endure So I tried to live busily But the one person I suddenly think of That person is you You, who is in front of me It has to be you, it needs to be you The one person in me, it was you, I missed you Laughter that was always warm, that never ended It came to us again My love It’s only one love I look at you but I miss you Rather than saying I love you I will tell you something better Not too hot, not too cold I’ll always be by your side I’ll warmly hold you so you won’t be in p...

Don’t look at me with sad eyes I can see your aching heart If you’re gonna do this, you should’ve left me If you just give me tears, what do I do? I’m afraid I’ll be facing back and forth in memories I’m afraid you’ll remain as longing if I erase you So I cant let you go You and I We become tears to each other But going back in time On that dazzling day When we held each other like a dream Remember us of   back then The small window in my heart is filled with sad longing Even in my dreams, it colours you There was no start, so there will be no end Even if I take out the word goodbye in my heart My heart tells me no The only person To wipe my tears, to hold my heart Like the season that comes again after twelve months has passed You will come to me as well