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Hi,,, Lemmi share my fun weekend-date story! *** By finishin’ my duty as lecturer delegate to attend an International Conference in Swiss-BelHotel, I headed out to Phinisi Point with three girls. I’d invited them to be my window-shoppin’ companion a night before. Due to traffic jam, we took almost half-hour to get there in which only ‘bout 3 km. Plus, it’s truly sunny day. Can you imagine! Fortunately, inside atmosphere of Phinisi Point as a lifestyle mall successfully change the mood. Feel cool immediately. Then, we strolled around the entire available zone. Up and down through escalator. Window-shopped in some tenants. Took photos while we got gorgeous spot to be an amateur model, heh! And after watched dance performance, I felt tired and looked for an area to respite.

Morning.......!!!

Feels like in dream I've no idea when will I get up. After lettin' you go, I couldn't find the right  place Couldn't feels my existence Even I repeat that word till callin' I couldn't be the one and only I hope I can handle the time Even two minus one is one I am still minus you It's not ONE I think I can't look at back If I do, I'll be back

March. It has been a year, I've been a lecturer at one of the university in Makassar. I've experienced many things 'bout lecturer life, especially as YOUNG lecturer. Being a lecturer is different with being a teacher. As a lecturer, we have to not only teach, but also conduct a research and do public service.There are also other activities such as regular meeting, general lecture, seminar, etc. And, we're expected to attend or being a participant of the events. For every week, I come to campus twice a week, mostly. But, for those two days, I usually stay all day long at campus. At campus, there's a room for us as a lecturer, so I can use it as break-time spot. I don't have to go anywhere, anymore. In sum, lecturer life is not as busy as other professions. So far, I enjoy the profession. There's only one thing that I always feel sorry about. It concern with "money".

Masa lalu. Setiap orang memiliki masa lalu atau kenangan, dari yang paling membahagiakan hingga yang paling menyakitkan. Tanpa bisa kita pungkiri, masa lalu akan meninggalkan jejak dalam diri kita. Khususnya masa lalu atau kenangan yang menyakitkan. Demikian pula dengan saya. Berbagai hal menyakitkan telah meninggalkan jejak tak terhapus dalam hidup saya. Entah itu, yang terkait dengan keluarga, pendidikan, pekerjaan ataupun hubungan personal .

 Apakah hidupku akan terus seperti ini? Aku terlahir di dunia ini untuk menjalani kehidupan. Kehidupan yang sementara tentunya. Karena hidup yang kekal itu adalah akhirat. Di sini, aku tidak terlahir dan hidup sendirian, melainkan bersama dengan makhluk ciptaan Allah lainnya. Hidup yang aku impikan tidaklah mesti sama persis dengan hidup yang orang lain inginkan. Namun, tanpa aku sadari, dunia telah mengelabuiku. Aku dengan mudahnya menelusuri perjalanan hidup orang lain. Aku tergugah dengan segala apa yang orang lain dapatkan. Aku tertarik untuk bisa seperti orang lain, yang mampu mewujudkan keinginannya, dan hidup dengan bahagia. Lebih tepatnya, mungkin aku ini iri. Iri hati dengan kesuksesan serta kebahagiaan orang lain. Mengapa orang lain bisa demikian? Mengapa saya tidak? Apa memang aku tidak pantas?

Hi, blog readerssss…..! Long time no post, I miss you so much….. Anyway, welcome to 2017! I know…it’s so damn late to say New Year greeting. It’s already the end of January, but, I’m still wanna say it. Well, the reason for barely post is no other than my busy at college. If it doesn’t make sense for you, okay. It doesn’t matter. You may think that I just make an excuse. Talkin’ bout college life as lecturer, let me share some things relate to it. This month is the last month for this semester. It means that I have to complete all my responsibilities that I’ve been in charged in. In this odd semester, I had eight classes to be handled, four classes of freshman, two classes of sophomore, and two classes of junior. And, I made it in two days.