S.O.M.E.O.N.E

I’ve been lonely for so long. Waiting for someone without any kind of complicated lifestyle or mode but full with knowledge. Someone without any wealth of his dad to be proud of but never give up to find his ideal life. Someone without a handsome face to show off but never lose confidence to compete with others in this life university. Someone without a thousand science to be arrogant for but never stop learning.

I’ve been searching for so long. Searching for someone with thousands dreams in his mind and fights to reach it. Someone with some religious knowledge and harmonious with the modern life. Someone with humor to be laughed. Someone with good attitude and respect. Someone with good ideology and dynamic. Someone mature and labeled.

Today in my conscious life I decide to believe that I am not afraid of commitment anymore. Commitment may ills some people but it would make me stronger. Commitment may bring tears to others but it would reduce my fragile. Commitment may undertake some of my friends but it would complete the blank space in the corners of my heart. Commitment may trap some people but it would help me to move on. I believe it!!!

In this early new year, I start to live a new brand of life. I believe that I will pass this year and wish forever with someone over there. Someone who watch and care me from a distance. Someone who need me to stay. Someone who touch my heart softly. Someone who look at me deeply. Someone who talk to me slowly, and  hear me patiently.

These are beautiful feeling that I feel. Where all my heart’s feel collaborate into one and resulting love. Pure love that I dedicate to someone who meet me only about five hours since I know him. Deep love  that I feel when someone feels what I feel. Great Love  that I get from someone who choose me  to be loved and share strength to me by his kind heart. Beautiful love  that I  receive from someone who want me to stay.

This is kind of relation that I need. Where someone worry me but let me free. Where someone let me free but warn me. Where someone warn me but believe me. Where someone believe me but remain me. Remain me to be careful about this wild world and all bad things that may happen to me.