BLUE PENCIL

Hello guys! Long time no see, what's life? Wish y' all great.... Since the beginning of the last semester, I've been kinda workaholic girl. Threre're so many jobs that I'm in charge in at campus except lecturing, such as being a supervisor in Field Experience Program, a speaker in Pesantren Arbain and students organization, a committee of final test and so on. Even now, Sunday feels like Monday for me.  That's why, Dealin' with this freakin' busy life, I need a healer. And, the best one is cafe hopping.  Well, since the city I live in has so many cafes, I do adore cafe hopping. I definitely can’t wait the moment to popping into a café if I see d’ new one is opening. There're still many great one out there I've not visited yet. After doin’ quick surf on the net during break time in my weekday, I’ve got some on my mind to pop in. So without twice think, I directly decided to head to the bright one, “Red Corner Cafe.” Alth...

It was love, that was all It’s still the same I always waited because I couldn’t give you more Even if we get a little far apart We have no choice but to touch Love is so not kind If I approach it, it gets farther away But love isn’t so bad Because it calls you to me once again It has to be you, it needs to be you The one person in me, it was you, I missed you Laughter that was always warm, that never ended It came to us again My love Day by day, I tried to endure So I tried to live busily But the one person I suddenly think of That person is you You, who is in front of me It has to be you, it needs to be you The one person in me, it was you, I missed you Laughter that was always warm, that never ended It came to us again My love It’s only one love I look at you but I miss you Rather than saying I love you I will tell you something better Not too hot, not too cold I’ll always be by your side I’ll warmly hold you so you won’t be in p...

Don’t look at me with sad eyes I can see your aching heart If you’re gonna do this, you should’ve left me If you just give me tears, what do I do? I’m afraid I’ll be facing back and forth in memories I’m afraid you’ll remain as longing if I erase you So I cant let you go You and I We become tears to each other But going back in time On that dazzling day When we held each other like a dream Remember us of   back then The small window in my heart is filled with sad longing Even in my dreams, it colours you There was no start, so there will be no end Even if I take out the word goodbye in my heart My heart tells me no The only person To wipe my tears, to hold my heart Like the season that comes again after twelve months has passed You will come to me as well

Cheers to Wednesday....! It's a beautiful sunny day which I find lately. I've nothing to do (actually there're but lazy to deal with those things), so I start to open my blog. By getting a comment from one of the smart girl I've taught, I have my courage to start writing again. Honestly, I feel overwhelmed and nervous. It's been a long time, many things to say. Many moments to share. And, I don't know where should I start. You know, feels like almost forget how to tell things.  Actually, it's nice to be back (in writing habit). Admittedly, you guys, the blogwalkers are my spirit. Thanks for the appreciation! And, here I am..... Due to many things to share, I post it randomly. Especially, for yesterday's moment. I can't keep it any longer. On August 1, I had such an amazing day with girls. I got an invitation to go out from Arini. She asked whether I choose havin' main course or dessert. Then, I said, "Better havin...