It's Wrong,,,It Shouldn't

Several time ago, I thought that I was disappointed. 

I was so sad.

Why???

Don’t know why, it just comes up.

When I heard that two of girls who I love so much, fight in words.

Directly, sadness came to me.

Even, they said that it’s not because of me, I still thought that it because of me.

In that time, I really felt uncomfortable.

I couldn’t say anything. Speechless!!!

Even, I smile, it just what looks outside.

Inside, in the bottom of my heart, I was so sad.

Yeaahhh,,, they’ll never ever know that because I don’t even can say about my feeling.

I think that I really love them

I hope much

Even, I don’t ever know what they think about me.

Am I something important for them

I don’t know at all.

Forgive me, dear,,,

I love you more than you know as little kind-hearted sisters.

I hope too much for you to love me back as I do.

And, it’s wrong,,, it shouldn’t!!!

Don’t know why, but I always want to spend the time with you all.

Maybe because I usually think that my time isn’t too much for live.

I always think of death.