Saat "Tak Ada"

Assalamualaikum wr. wb.

Harus ku akui kalau hidup ini memang penuh dengan misteri

Tidak selamanya bahagia

Tidak selamanya lancar

Tidak selamanya memiliki

Tidak selamanya ada

Selama ini saya tahu kalau itu semua benar
Namun, saya selalu berusa berpikir ''positif''
Saya tidak pernah berpikir kalau saya akan ada di titik itu
Kini,,,saya menyadarinya
Saya ada dan sampai di titik itu

Rasanya "berat" dan "sulit"
Rasanya "air mata" ini tak terbendung lagi
Rasanya "tak sanggup"

Di saat mereka berkata "tidak ada"
Di saat mereka berkata "tunggu"
Di saat mereka berkata "sabar"

Mulut seakan terkunci,,,,Tidak tahu harus mengatakan apa

Dengan menahan nafas dan air mata
Saya berkata "yaaa,,,"; "jadi,,,"; "bagaimanami,,,," :'(

Ya ALLAH,,,
Sesungguhnya, apa yang saya alami
Dan, dimana saya saat ini
Tidak terlepas dari KuasaMu

Tiada hal lain yang bisa lakukan
Selain, mengembalikan semuanya KepadaMu

Kuatkan Hamba,,,,Yaa,,,ALLAH,,,
Saya percaya dan yakin
Jikalau Engkau takkan menguji hambaMu di luar kemampuannya

***

Salam Santun,,,,Love You as Always
IR188

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